anger. sad. smile.

i don't know why, but i'm sad, angry and happy at the same time. weird? i'm confuse myself.

a lot happened in the last one week. my uncle passed away. the fight. the pain. the hatred.

and yet i smile when i think of the two little girls. they make me smile. how one of them hates being called agong. and the other keeps correcting me when i purposely calls her 'tamin' ... how they make you forget your anger just by smiling. indeed, they are the apples of our eyes. their voices are music to my ears, even when they are shouting. their cries. their laughter. their pronounciation. their mood swings.

Jasmine and Cheryl are such a bliss.

in short, no matter how angry or tired or sad one is, there will be one, may be millions, reason/s to make one forget those negative aura.

i found mine. it's just a matter of time when you find yours.